Saturday, April 3, 2010

While I'm waiting....

I will serve You! While I'm waiting, I will worship You Lord! This song, "While I'm Waiting," by John Waller speaks to me in such a powerful way. It describes me at this point in my life right now. While I am waiting for God to answer my cry and heart's desire, I will continue to serve Him, love Him and worship Him!

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7


For the past week or so I have really felt God telling me that it's okay to share the struggles that Kody and I have been facing for over a year and a half now and to ask for prayer. So here it goes. For the past 19 months we have been on the journey of infertility. September of 2008 we decided for me to get off of birth control and to start trying. In January of 2009 I had blood work and discovered that I may have something called PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome). So in February I had an ovary ultra sound that confirmed me having PCOS. Basically, having PCOS means that I don't ovulate on my own. Since then, I have had more blood work, an HSG procedure, which checks my fallopian tubes, and I have been on a fertility drug called Clomid. September of 2009 is when I started 50 mg of Clomid. I did another 50 mg in October and then I did another 3 months of 100 mg. In March my doctor wanted to do one more month of Clomid but at 150 mg and have me also take Metformin which works well with Clomid. Needless to say I am tired of taking medicine!

With all of this said and much prayer, we have decided to seek a fertility specialist. We are very excited about this next step in our journey and have heard great things about our doctor. We have an appointment on April 13th. We trust in God and know that his plans are perfect. Please pray for us as we continue this process and that the Lord will answer our heart's desire to have a child.

"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful." Hebrews 10:23

"Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." 1 Peter 5:6-7

7 comments:

Jayne Wittschen said...

Corby,
I had no idea. I will be praying for you guys. I know this is tough, God is preparing you for something awesome!

I'm glad that you shared. I know this will bless others going through the same thing.

Praying!!

Kim Timberlake said...

Thanks for sharing from your heart Corby. I know this is a big step for you and Kody. Now that we know, just think of all the prayers that will go up on your behalf! God has a very special child waiting for you and it will be the most blessed child ever! I love you both(and my future niece or nephew!)

Wanda said...

Dear Kody and Corby,

We love you both so much and are continuing to pray and trust that God will give you the desire of your heart. As Kim said, this baby will be so blessed to have a mother and father who love the Lord Jesus and seek to walk in His ways. Trusting with you all the way!

Krystal Warner said...

My sweet friend...How I love your humbleness and your Faith is so inspiring! I have been praying for you concerning this for a while now and will not cease praying for the both of you. I believe the Lord is truly going to bless you both and I trust in His faithful promises! We love yall!
Jeremiah 29:11
Psalm 37:4

THE WHITE HOUSE said...

Corby,

We continue to pray for you and Kody during this struggle. I think of you often as our stories are almost identical. I know that God has the perfect plan and perfect timing for the two of you all worked out.

I am looking forward to hearing some awesome news! =)

In His Love,
Lindsay

Sarah said...

Hey friend... see what I mean by free therapy?! It feels good to write it out. Praying for you and my other friends on this journey. God has mighty plans for you and your family. Have a great week. Sarah

The Sotos said...

Corby, thanks for sharing your heart. I will definitely lift this up in prayer! I have had numerous friends with the same story. God has blessed some of them and some of them are still waiting but He is faithful! Love you guys and cant wait to hear updates!